duckie_da_duck

read you've reached sam sunrise on the reaping and the summer you were there all on the same day
          	
          	it's 1 am I think you can guess my current emotional state

bi_weirdo_398

Hey baby!!!!
          Ik you might be sleeping rn but we haven't spoken in a long time, how are you doin????

bi_weirdo_398

@duckie_da_duck oh that's good to hear then lol I was worried cause when I first messaged you it was like almost 4 am here....
            I understand camp can be a pain in the ass some time. And the friends aging out part I completely agree cause honestly I'm also going through that phase at the current moment, both of my bsfs (atp idek if they are my bsfs) are like cool and stuff but they're more closer and have lots of inside jokes that don't make sense to me much (we're a trio I hope that makes sense and gives you a clear look into the picture, it's more like two are friends and, threes a crowd type of situation). I'm not sticking much with my acquaintances either lol, maybe it's just a phase for me and it'll pass......
            I'm glad you're doing good too pretty<3333
            Ughh these ex situations or exes as a whole can be quite annoying at times, but I hope everything is sorted out by now, and even if it isn't I hope it gets sorted out soon for you love<3333
            The last few weeks, till the day before, were great actually, and if you cut out the minor anxiety attacks I had, I was feeling calm if not happy and everything was good. But yesterday I was all depressed again for no reason and all I wanted to do was cry and I couldn't and I kept feeling like a failure......
            Life's very weird lol.........
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duckie_da_duck

@bi_weirdo_398 It was 7 am for me, so it wasn't really that early. 
            It's just irritating because I'd rather hang out with my friends then go to camp, but I don’t mind it much other than that. All my friends aged out, so I just vibe with whatever acquaintance I make.
            I'm glad you're doing better!
            There's this weird thing going on with my friends where my ex-friend (situationship? whatever.) apparently said someone and is cyberbullying and doxxing my friend? I had already been cut off, so I'm only aware due to screenshot I've been sent. But other than that tiny situation, everything's great. How have you been doing?
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bi_weirdo_398

@duckie_da_duck what was you doin awake at that hour huh?? 
            It's okay you'll live trust me lol I used to hate summer camp myself too....
            I'm doing good actually, still have those old anxiety attacks but I'm getting way better!!
            How's life??
            
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bi_weirdo_398

Hey kiddo!!!!
          It's been long hehe, how are you doing????

duckie_da_duck

@bi_weirdo_398 Take a break, drink water, don't overwork yourself, when someone says something unpleasant about you mentally curse their bloodline to the point their ancestors will blow up in their graves!
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bi_weirdo_398

@duckie_da_duck that's good to hear<3333
            Nothing new has happened, tbh I'm tired lol very tired....
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duckie_da_duck

@bi_weirdo_398 Good, how are you? Has anything new happened?
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bi_weirdo_398

It's been a very very long time bubba, how are you doing??
          I miss you lotssssss<3333

duckie_da_duck

@bi_weirdo_398 Everyone's updating has been really slow and I think that one year I spent like 6 hours on here a day I read most of the good stuff in my fandoms, so I haven't been on WP as much other than checking my notifications. If you want a fact, cheese is the most stolen food in the world, watermelon is a berry, and lettuce is in the same family as sunflowers. 
            I'm unfortunately friends with people smarter than me, which is good for homework, but does not help me inflate my ego. I feel like if I try hard enough I'll get valedictorian.
            I feel like old people complain about back pain being an old person thing but we have backpack pain + the kids with scoliosis. Back pain is universal now. 
            Also, I meant to respond way earlier, but I forgot to click send, haha.
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bi_weirdo_398

@duckie_da_duck oh no I'm not talkin about the temporary ignorance, im talking bout how you were MIA from my message since you usually ask how I'm doin and hit me with some amazin facts so I was missin that....
            Damn kid, that shows how smart you are and I'm really proud of you for that bub, you're doin amazing and keep doin that my smart child, cause I can't wait to hear from you about being a valedictorian because ik you can do that....and with the way my back and legs be hurtin at times, my bones actually are very ancient....
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duckie_da_duck

@bi_weirdo_398 I'm not grounded, I was just at school when you sent that. The temporary ignorance was not intentional.
            You'll be "okay" soon. So don't worry about that.
            School is fine. I'm sort of in high school and sort of not. I was registered as a high school student for a summer program and I'm taking 4 high school credits, but am still technically and legally considered a middle schooler. In conclusion, I am but a wee infant in comparison to you and your wise ancient bones.
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duckie_da_duck

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This is a book about depression, but Craig is eating out Nia, and my main concerns are, One, you are in a mental hospital right now, two, what the fuck happened to Noelle, and three, didn't you break up with Aaron like two paragraphs ago?

bi_weirdo_398

@duckie_da_duck uhhh idk what book you're talking about But that seems pretty serious....
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duckie_da_duck

Okay, so I doubt that many of you guys know what I am talking about, since it is from a different section of Wattpad mostly, but it is very important and concerning that you guys hear about this. 
          Please note that all the following I mention is allegedly, because no one except the user themselves know the 100% truth of the situation, and I am not qualified to perfectly relay this, and I think that the rule that you cannot directly accuse someone unless they've been proven guilty in a court of law is sound, to clarify in case anyone reading this is a victim or who believes they have actually done wrong.
          There is a user named Xavier or Viper or something. They have harassed (both normal and sexually), insulted, and driven people to attempting suicide. They have multiple accounts and a habit of mass reporting people. I have seen A VERY LARGE amount of people mention this person and their toxicity and cruelty, usually targeted towards the person who mentioned it or someone they know. 
          I am not the most reliable source of information! I will not ping the person I am talking about, because if everything is 100% true, then I do not want to be targeted in any way or form, and I also do not want anyone else to be. The account @cloverandapolline has been collecting information about this situation, and they know more about this than me, or would be able to explain either more in detail or better, so please refer to them. Thank you for taking the time to read this and I apologize if you believe I am incorrect or that I shouldn't mention this in case of misinformation, but I believe that if there is a possibility of this happening, then I should tell others about it.

duckie_da_duck

It's funny how people expect a 13 year old to know what to do for college. But I wanna do literature or creative writing or something, because she do you think I am, a genius? I do not hold the brainpower nor the hyperfixation to do medicine or engineering or architecture or whatever. 
          Besides people with literature degrees go to law school a lot so it doesn't matter degrees are so random anyways. Ah yes my law degree shall surely enable me to become a marine insurance agent. Well look at that Bradford, now my mom works foe you, you own a suite at a hockey stadium, have offices in multiple continents, and it hasn't even been 10 years!
          
          The education system is very odd. I suppose this is neither insulting nor complimentary sarcasm. Do with what I said what you will.
          
          Also Zombies 4 isn't good. Just don't waste your time.

bi_weirdo_398

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@duckie_da_duck nahh don't say that, you're literally the smartest kid Ik, and trust me ik quite a few kids (that makes me sound like perverted creep lol, but I'm just talking about my cousins). But it's okay you still have lots of time to pick what you want to major in, I literally decided (well most like my parents decided for me) last year so you don't need to worry or anything. 
            Yes the education system really is a shitty dumb bitch, hate it....
            I wasn't thinking about watching it in the first place, but now that you mention I ain't gon watch it at all....
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-dewper

when i was 13 i didnt know what to do and now im almost 18 and still dk what to do. ppl ahould stop expecting other people to always know what to do tbh bc sometimes life is just bizarre and you figure it out along the way
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Official_toothless

@duckie_da_duck NO FR THO LIKE I KNOW I WANNA DO ART/FUN THINGS LIKE ENTER (acting, animating, executive producer etc) MY FAM SUPPORTS IT BUT IT FEELS ODD CUZ MY MUM DID MEDICAL SCHOOL/DENTISTRY, AND MY DAD WAS A NEWS REPORTER
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