duckpajamas

I lay crumpled in the sheets of my unmade bed, 
          	the poisonous thoughs swirling around in my head, 
          	your worthless, your weak, your nothing but dirt, 
          	when will i ever feel happiness and no longer feel hurt?
          	
          	
          	The laughs, the smiles there nothing but lies, 
          	Oh I wish you could step into my body and see through my eyes, 
          	how everyday's a struggle, to live, to breath, 
          	If only my demons could walk out the door, just get up and leave, 
          	
          	But its never that easy, do you understand, do you see?
          	that it gets harder each day to exist, to just be. 
          	
          	But you'll never understand, you'll never see, 
          	how every days a struggle, just simply being me.

aussie_syd_13

@duckpajamas this is amazing and it really hit home for me
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duckpajamas

I lay crumpled in the sheets of my unmade bed, 
          the poisonous thoughs swirling around in my head, 
          your worthless, your weak, your nothing but dirt, 
          when will i ever feel happiness and no longer feel hurt?
          
          
          The laughs, the smiles there nothing but lies, 
          Oh I wish you could step into my body and see through my eyes, 
          how everyday's a struggle, to live, to breath, 
          If only my demons could walk out the door, just get up and leave, 
          
          But its never that easy, do you understand, do you see?
          that it gets harder each day to exist, to just be. 
          
          But you'll never understand, you'll never see, 
          how every days a struggle, just simply being me.

aussie_syd_13

@duckpajamas this is amazing and it really hit home for me
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