low-key no pressure

I’m gonna log out for a while. I just don’t have to motivation to write the books I originally wanted to anymore. I may get back to it eventually <3 

I hate when someone ruins things for you and you’ll never look at  normal things the same way :( 

Watching kickthepj’s old videos while writing in the dark >>>>>

I cannot wait to go blonde and be in my Barbie era 

I’m sleeping over at my boyfriends house and he’s already asleep, and for a moment he cuddled me, grabs my butt and says “nice ass” the  Lays back down and says “goodnight.” 
          This isn’t the weirdest thing he’s done in his sleep since we’ve had conversations while he’s talking in his sleep. He’s the cutest thing ever I swear. 

I spent yesterday at the ER and today I’m in too much pain to do my homework I really hope my teacher understands 

I have a messed up past and I have a messed up future what am I supposed to do with right now 

Might f around and off myself the day after I graduate ;) 

If I were offered to f*ck my female presenting self I’d need like three drinks but I’d do if. If I was a cisgendered emo boy, no drinks, I’d do myself 

Don’t hold your breath for me… but watching yo I turn blue would be comforting… 
          
          God the way I can relate to these lyrics