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It looks really nice!!! That’s my favorite Picrew and dang you look good in it

yay :)

@dumbassfryingpan OOOOO it looks good :3 

awwwwe, so do you! ly <3

@dumbassfryingpan You have an amazing voice! Seriously, you sound like a Goddamn angel!

@Swearingparrot <3333333333333

IKR ITS MAGNIFICENT

@Swearingparrot to* :p

@Swearingparrot this is old and I don’t need names any more but I still want you too look this up lmao

@dumbassfryingpan omfg this has happened to me before 

@dumbassfryingpan oH my GOD DJJD

IK IT WAS THE SECOND THING ON MY HOME PAGE TOO
            
            LIKE I DIDN’T SCROLL DOWN AND FIND IT
            
            IT WAS sEcOnD

aw, thanks, you guys. i’ve actually been more honest with you guys than i’ve been with my friends i’ve met irl. Skyy, thanks for reassuring me that my feelings are valid. Allyster, thanks for everything you said (and also calling me love, i’ve never been called that before and it was nice), and, being honest, if you didn’t have to get my parents to sign a legal document to adopt me, i’d come with you in a heartbeat.
            
            hope you’re feeling good today, and ily both. we are all basically the same person, after all :)

@dumbassfryingpan so sorry for the late reply! but!
            
            you’re completely valid in feeling that way, and i understand. for me, i’ll probably never come out to my family or friends or ANYONE (except my current bf) unless i like, get a girlfriend in the future or something. i don’t really feel comfortable telling them, even if, yeah, they wouldn’t kick me out for it. it’s okay to feel uncomfortable with coming out to your family. you don’t HAVE to be in fear of your life to not want to come out. it will always be YOUR choice and when YOU’RE comfortable. 
            
            i can’t wait until you can do all that stuff for yourself and express yourself, because no matter how long it takes, i’m sure it’ll happen <33
            
            my pms are always open if you need to rant or talk or get advice or just need a friend to laugh with. i know we’re not *too* close but if you ever need someone to talk to in confidence, i’m here <3

@Swearingparrot @TurquoiseSkyy yeah it's terrible
            
            the worst part is, i'm torn about whether to EVER come out to my family. i know they accept homosexual people because my cousin is gay, and one of my uncles is gay, and they're fine with it. but what if they're some of those people who think bisexuality and pansexuality aren't real? what if they accept that but then they don't accept my gender identity? i don't think they'd kick me out or anything, but my mom's already emotionally abusive to me, although unintentionally, and i call tell she doesn't know she does it. if they didn't accept me, i don't even want to think about how bad it would be if she was that way on /purpose/. i cannot tell you how much i can't wait to move out. i could have pride flags all over my apartment, be who i wanted to be, live how i wanted to live. hell, i could finally get a binder or have chest surgery! at this point i'm just gonna ramble on and vent a bit, but whatever. the only good thing is, whenever i'm really down, like when you feel like you kinda wanna go out into the street and just lay down on the road? yeah, like that. when i'm feeling like that, i can say "HEY! Snap out of it! If you ever, EVER wanna live as your authentic self, you gotta survive four and a half more years. You'll live how you want to, /finally/, and then you'll be happy, okay?" and that just kinda gets me determined to live, y'know? so if i have to go four and a half more years, so be it. i don't want to make my life worse when i have no way to escape it.
            
            ehe, sorry about ruining your good mood you probably had before reading this.
            thanks for coming to my depressed-fest -- i mean ted talk, ha.

i normally don't do these bc they're usually all "someone loves you but if you don't send this to 10 people you'll die" or something like that, but this one is simply "you are loved, and whether you send this on or not, you are /still/ loved" and i just think that it's great and wholesome and wonderful :)

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that's me now yey

okay i haz chosen.....
            
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