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I mess it all up. For I am the brick that causes the castle to fall. 

She cries silently. So silent it's like a whisper. Everyone notices, Everyone doesn't care.

The thoughts come pouring in like flooding waters.

Fill my head with balloons, add too much oxygen so it pops. Blow my mind sweetheart.

I don’t know who needs this but if you do, 
          go back to them, it’s okay. 

You’re creeping up like another insect.
          I’m waiting like a spider in the web. 

You don't deserve me, dolly.