durraingk

Change is never easy, we fight to hold on and we fight to let go.

Good people don’t have to prove that they’re good, their actions are enough to show the world that they are. 

I don’t bother wasting my time anymore with people who always think they’re right. They’re idiots who won’t listen to reason. Those people are very difficult. They know they’re wrong but their fragile egos never let them admit they are. Let go of those people.

Self absorbed people only think about what makes them feel good. They don’t have any respect or regard for anyone else. Then they wonder why their relationships fail. 

@durraingk  this brought tears to my eyes.  This is exactly how I'm feeling wth 

It's like screaming but no one can hear. You almost feel ashamed that someone could be that important that without them you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts. You feel hopeless like nothing can save you. And when it's over and it's gone, you wish you could have all the bad stuff back so you can have the good. We found love in a hopeless place. 

the truth always has a way of coming out. 

I could feel myself, falling in love with everything back again. My laughter was coming back, my joy. Having my own self all over again was priceless. I could feel the innocence, the little jokes, irrelevant talking. I could feel I wasn't any longer the same person once I was. And I was thankful! I was thankful for all those struggles that I went through. *sigh* I found me and I promised her I wouldn't let go of her again, I will no longer let myself be defined with a broken heart, because I was complete. I prayed to Protect my peace,  for humbleness, kindness, and the strength to live each day with a smile ♥️‼️

This world is too big and I have too much to offer to be settling for someone for whome I've lost so much respect whenever I see them all I see is heartache and lies. If anyone else was in my place, they would've left long ago. You took a sane girl and drove her to the edge of crazy blaming her for every mistake you've made. But it's okay, I feel myself getting back up and I'm happier. Losing someone who doesn't value you, worthies you, and respects you, is a gain, not a loss.

I can't believe how far I've come in such a short time, and I'm still battling on my own. Everyday. Nobody told me the road would be easy and I don't believe God's brought this far to leave me ♥️‼️