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@Enoward51 You're right about everything being toxic right now, the future truly has become something we have to be cautious of. There are many communities suffering from prosecution and discrimination, that is something i'm quite afraid of. When you're out, do you go with people you trust? That should help lessen your paranoia a bit.
            
            You're welcome, as a friend i like listening to you and it is quite nice to talk to you.

@Enoward51 That's alright, don't worry bout it. Fear will always be there, just don't let it overwhelm you. I don't think as thoroughly as you do but there are multiple things that I do think about sometimes. But being afraid of it isn't going to help, so I try to look forward to the future and hope that maybe we ourselves can bring a good type of change.

@dustylibrary  I forgot to answer, sorry about that! I feel a little bit better now, but that fear is still there... Are you ok? You have that fear too? Is something going wrong? :'(

@Enoward51 I do understand your concern. I hope the future stays bright, like a ray of sunlight for everyone.

@Enoward51 Thank U darling <3

@dustylibrary  It's nothing!! You're always welcome! :D

@Enoward51 Yes, thank you very much.

@dustylibrary  I see, that's good to hear! But if you still feel alone there, remember i'll always be here if you want to talk, ok? :D

@Enoward51 I do have pleasant classmates but I wouldn't call them friends.

@Enoward51 Only 5 students? That doesn't sound good at all. The only time we had that happen was in high school. Uni and college is full of humans.
            
            It's difficult to join in with people, most of the time I sit alone. Sometimes my classmates ask me to sit with them so I guess it's okay but making actual friends is going to be very difficult.

@dustylibrary  100 students?!?!?
            
            In my classroom we were 5 BARELY. (because yes... The condition of my country is THAT bad-)
            
            You sure you're gonna be ok there? You told me you have only two friends before, right? Do you think it's really that complicated to make more friends there?

@Enoward51 University is like 400-500 students in 1 classroom, so it's very big and the teachers don't pay much attention to you. It's also difficult to email them if you don't understand something. While in college (i think that's what it is called in English not sure though) you have the classroom with maybe 100 students, and it's just lectures and exercises, but the lector still has enough time to answer your question. And sometimes, we're separated in classes for some of our subjects and it is easier to mingle and have a place you can feel familiar with. I've seen a lot of people at uni, at college, they've been telling me that they've been alone for a while and that it's really difficult to join in groups of people who were already friends. I felt that too at uni, in college it's more like a high school classroom vibe.
            
            Graphic designer sounds amazing! I hope your country gets in a better condition.

@Enoward51 I think it is, it's just that I haven't really made any new friends, and my two friends are in different classes and groups. It's such a headache and the entire system is a mess. It's better than university though.
            
            Btw, are you studying?

@dustylibrary  You're always welcome!! :')

@Enoward51 Thank you so much <3