often, i get exhausted.
often, i can't help but wonder why am i so fragile. 
often, i doubt my abilities and strengths.
often, i just don't feel my efforts of getting better is worth it. 
often, i get second thoughts with my ideas. 
often, i wake up and ponder my existence. 
often, i wonder if everything will ever be okay.
often, i would hide in a dark corner in a crowd i'm familiar with. 
often, i would feel like running away from everything.
often, i would feel like letting go and allow whatsoever to occur.
often, i would feel like closing my eyes and giving up.

however, there's a little voice still burning inside me. 
telling me to never give up. 
to dust the murderous thoughts outta my mind. 
i'm still trying to be the better me. 
everyone is. 

if you're someone out there struggling with life
i feel you. i KNOW you
i admire your courage to hold on.
i love u <3