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Don't mind me publishing random stuff. I'm working on something....
          
           (Seriously, don't mind whatever I publish. It's some really awkward cringy writing from 2015.) 

About roleplays, I will try (-try-) to get back to it as soon as I can. I don't want to leave my OCs and my Reaper account. I'll update my OCs and work on my Reaper, but I just need to figure out my schedules, and handle school and personal problems. Until then, I'll be inactive on Wattpad.
          
          Just to add, I plan on writing fanfictions (mostly R76) on AO3 soon.

Hello. I don't know how long I've been inactive on Wattpad or how long it's been since I've updated any of my books, and I don't know if saying sorry will cut it. I've promised to reply to roleplays or to update my books or even chat, but I've broken those promises. I feel really bad for leaving Wattpad for so long especially since I've met so many great writers, roleplayers, inspirations, and friends here. And it makes me really disappointed in myself that I might be inactive for longer.
          
          I haven't been writing or drawing very much lately. I've spent a lot of time trying to get sleep or finish my homeworks early. I don't get to spend as much of my time on hobbies as I used to when I started.
          
          When I came back from a hiatus before, I promised to write. But recently, I haven't been motivated to write at all. I think one thing that has my motivation drained is the fact that I write differently now from how I used to write before. I'm harder on myself when I write, and I hold myself to academic standards now especially since my school decided that my class would have extra essay writing activities. I never had a problem with writing essays, but the rest of my class does. The fact that they failed their essay writing exams has affected me and my schedule. Now, I'm starting to get tired of writing.
          
          One last thing is that I'm worried about the Overwatch writing community. I've noticed that a lot of the people I look up to have left their books and joined other fandoms. I know that a lot of you are still there, but I can't help but feel like the only fandom I've ever felt so passionate about is dying.
          
          So, I'm very very sorry to say that I can't be updating my stories anymore. Maybe I'll come back to it, but it isn't very fun to write right now.
          
          I do plan on jumping back. I'm trying to write both fanfictions and originals, but I won't be posting them until they're done. That's just so I'm sure I can update stories without leaving them to collect dust.
          
          I'm sorry again.

For what it's worth, I'm back.

Leaving. Not sure when I'm coming back.

°^| I honestly absolutely hate the new update. I turned the message board notifs off, and they're still filling up my notifs.
          
          It's getting harder to use Wattpad. Until I can figure out how to live with all the new updates and errors here, it's going to be hard to update books more than usual and reply to roleplays. Hopefully, I can finally get the other three chapters out soon. They're all done!

°^| I feel like crap, guys.

Just when I thought I could have done better, summer ended. I didn't expect it to go so fast, nor did I expect to update once only on one book. That disappoints me big time.
          
          So, this morning, I worked my ass off at 2 am, surviving only on milk tea to finish off two chapters for each book. I don't feel like disappointing anyone but myself.
          
          It's going to take a few days to edit especially since the first week of school is already packed. However, I will be sending out the updates as soon as I can. My sleep schedule is already as screwed up as it is, so I might as well make good of it.
          
          I'm really sorry for making everyone wait for those updates. And I'm sure as hell sorry for not being active here on Wattpad.
          
          If you're still here, thankees.

Hi Phoebe! I hope you’re having a nice morning, afternoon, evening or whatever time you’re reading this at.
          
          I need your help. I’m working on a new fanfic, but it’s for Paladins: Champions of the realm. I don’t know if you’ve ever heard of it before, but that’s not what I’m asking for. 
          
          What I’m asking for is insight into how you write your fanfics, specifically dialogue. To tell the truth, the stories I write are mainly plot heavy and don’t feature a lot of interaction between characters. I feel really guilty about this and I wanna change some things up for this new one. 
          
          Just advice will do. If you can point me out to anyone whose written for Paladins, I’d appreciate that. 
          
          Thank you for taking the time to read this!!

°^| Another depressingly tiring day.