t i r e d

i went through this before, so i don't know why it still hurts so freaking much.

always good, never enough.

no motivation at all :(

good job dear self !!

i'm (not) okay.

im sick <3

i'll never change, loving myself is all pretend

i keep telling myself for days now, but i still couldn't accept it. is it because it's a lie or it's the truth that i don't want to acknowledge? 

i have nowhere to go to anymore lol

it tears my heart apart, fixed it just to do it all over again. just so beautifully written :)
          
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