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I’m actually writing a story ksghwjeh I suck at it but hopefully it won’t take that long for the first chapter to be out 

dying_inside31398486

Sometimes I don’t wanna be happy... is that weird? Like I have times where I wanna be happy, and not have all the mental problems I have. But other times I like being sad, like I feel like I need to be sad because if I’m not sad or whatever I have nothing else.
          Anyone relate at all?