THEN at school i met in corridors the 18 years old guy who i told you about... the night before that he put an instagram story where he was so GORGEOUS and good dressed.. i was looking aty phone so i haven't seen it but my friends did and they told me he had two giant hickeys on his neck..... the next day on bus two of my fav friends heard a conversation of him with his friend... he said that he was in the talking stage with this girl two years older than me.. BUT he said that there's this gorgeous girl that is only one year older than me... his friend said him that she was too young and he said "sure, but if shes so cool..." i dont know how to make you understand the way he said cool cause like the word isnt cool but i looked on the translation and he said this... i mean, he said "figa" that literally means "pussy"... here its also used to describe a beautiful girl but in the sexy way...? i dont know how to explain this... i hope you understood... the fact is that im an year younger than her so i have no chance...
so me and my friends think he thinks I'm pretty because he looks at me too many times for it to be a coincidence, literally one day at recess I was there talking to them a few feet away from him and he kept looking at me even though he was talking to his friends (one turned around to see what he was looking at), but I'm too small and it couldn't work