My devastation while staying up last night swallowed me whole. I didn't sleep. Realizing that at such a young age, someone you used to be good friends with drives the knife into your stomach. My biggest regret is not staying in touch like I had wanted. Last night on January 16th, the world lost somebody really beautiful. I love you, Chase. I'll always miss you.
your friend,
-bella (alternatively named lanette strugnell)