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Man I'm going crazy, I have so many story ideas but when it comes to writing them, my brain melts.. I can write it out on paper then type it all out,, that usually helps but I'm not sure who I should use for my idea? Suggestions? (x reader)

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          It hurts to know I'm nothing to my mother. It hurts when she looks me in the eyes and says she loves me but the next minute she'll be running off with her boyfriend. She left me alone. I'm sitting here, sobbing with no one to talk to. I was supposed to kill myself today. I didn't because I didn't want someone to feel like it was his fault..But you know what I get? He left me like everyone else. I want to die. I can't take this anymore. I'm sick of being left alone and left out of everything. I'm sick of my friends talking shit behind my back. I went 2 weeks without cutting myself but I guess that's gonna change. I fucking hate my life. I hate everyone in it. I hate myself. I hate how I look. I hate that I can't show emotion. I hate that I'm writing this. I don't want fucking pity but I really need to vent and I need someone to talk to but I don't fucking have anyone. I lost everyone I had. I can't take the pain of having to just live. It feels like everyone is against me. My brother never tells me he loves me. He doesn't talk to me. I just want to end it all. Then maybe someone will care. My mother said she thinks I cut myself for attention. Do you know how much that fucking hurt? I don't need her attention. I need love and not to be verbally abused or slapped when I speak the fucking truth. I hate my life more than anything. I can no longer feel anything. I feel numb. I feel like I'm suffocating, the only small piece of happiness I had left has finally broken and left me here to die like everything and everyone else. This is getting really fucking long lmao. I didn't really realize how much I needed to just sit down and type ig. I just..If anyone wants to dm me, go ahead. Can't promise I'll answer straight away. I don't use my laptop that much and my phone is a bitch and won't charge...but I could also not respond for other reasons. Okay Ima go wash my face..Uh After that I might start a new story, Don't be surprised if its really sad Ily all

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