Sierra

So, I have returned - sort of! This past year has been quite the crazy one for me. I started college, and also was dealing with some of the worst of my personal issues. But, with the semester winding down and me having more free time, my hope is that I'll be able to start writing again. I'm sorry if my most recent chapter was a little rusty, you'll have to forgive me - I'm only just getting back into the swing of things! Anyways, I'm glad to be back, and fingers crossed I'll be able to keep this a consistent thing. :) 
          
          Much love,
          Sie.

507 votes!? Insane, thank you so much.

Have you ever read someone's work & been intensely annoyed with the way they write? Ouch.

tonight's: to-do list:
          - work on a bit of schoolwork 
          - apply for /more/ scholarships
          - update "What If"
          - update "LWUT" (lj fic)
          - update "Beautiful Disaster" (mibba fic)
          - maybe resurrect "Ohana" because I let it fall to the wayside??
          
          I am definitely going to get the first one done, but if I can only get one of the last three done, I am leaning toward "What If" getting an update, tonight. 
          
          I'm not sure how well I'm handling writing three stories at once, but I think I'm doing a better job than I thought I would be. I'm kind of neglecting LWUT but that's only because I have no inspiration for it, at the moment. Honestly, I think it's because things are finally going to start looking up for one of my main characters, and because I'm currently unhappy in my life, it's hard to write happy things. "What If" isn't really distinctly happy or sad - much like everyday life - so, it's easy for me to write, relatively. I've hit briefs snags and snares but other than that, i've been doing pretty well.
          
          anyways, this is just like a hey here's what's going on/thanks for being patient with me kind of message. :)

on a rollllllllllll tonight, thinkin' I'm gonna try to update some thaaaangs. :)

Formal list of reasons why I hated the most recent WiILaL update:
          - the ending sucked
          - I made Matt seem like a criminal mastermind (sorry Barnes)
          - the ending sucked
          - it was mostly filler
          - nothing happened that I wanted to happen
          - nothing happened the way I wanted it to happen
          - the ending sucked
          - the beginning sucked
          - the middle sucked 
          - also, the ending sucked

I had a dream in which Zack Merrick was a doctor, and now I must write something about him being a doctor. I am not sure, but it must happen.

My issue is that I always get these great ideas for all these great things to write but never have the time to actually commit to writing them. My life is very hard. On the plus side, I have plenty of ideas for plenty of things to write for when I actually do have the time to commit to them. Currently starting a prompts folder so I don't forget anything. :)

I'm gonna try for another "What If" update since I didn't finish Chapter Five, as I'd promised yesterday. I'm also in a very good mood, for some reason. :)

I am very, very less than pleased with how Chapter 4 of "What If" came out, but it is up. And I already have a part of Chapter 5  done; fingers crossed I am able to get it posted soon.