𝘀𝗮𝗴𝗶𝗲.

sometimes, i just want to... stop.
          everything.
          i don't want to die but i don't like this life either, it's just,,, not what i really want.
          
          i want to have real friends, to have real fun.
          i want to have a happy family, not one which doesn't make me want to not live at my own house.. it doesn't feel like home at all.
          
          and love, i think it's enough now. i will stop searching for you. i am really tired.
          quite tired.
          
          sometimes, i wish of a whole different life, which feels right, where living doesn't have to be so complicated.
          somewhere, i can be enchanted by nature, and truly enjoy it ; somewhere, i have so much fun with my friends that my cheeks hurt ; somewhere, i don't have to feel so unloved.
          
          
          a place where life feels just.. right.
          there are so many things i am aware of, but i feel as though i am making everything worse by being aware of its existence.
          
          the more i get to know, the more i disconnect from this life.
          
          i am stuck in middle of a nowhere.
          
          i hope my curious mind finds a way out of this puzzling reality. 

IMSODMSODM I LOVE YOU TOO ! ! ! ! 

@-BlTCHlN where are you shifting first? wanna be shifting frens-<3 

lajska thank you, angel ♡ for the words of encouragement and being so sweet, as for writing a book i think if it's something you're really passionate about you should do it!! it's cool being able to write what you imagine it and sharing it with others, i believe you can do it!!

i MIGHT write a book,,, idk. 

HEY THERE ;((( I'M SO GLAD YOU DID !!! LIKE SUPER GLAD. i love you for that. i hope i helped with a bit of your problems, stay strong always !!