Hey. Im your newest follower, and I would like to say that i also fantasize about things that would never happen, and the unhealthy habit of falling in love with fictional characters, and my music is the the only thing keeping me sane at the moment. I read some of the poems from Mental Illness... and it hurts to say i couldn't finish. Some of the stuff in there hit directly home. Especially the poem Depression. But one thing that I've learned in life is that your never truly alone. And that you have to keep pushing forward no matter the opposition; because the next day may hold something better.