ecclesia-

so i'm leaving.
          	
          	not a surprise to be honest, because i haven't been on for around 2 months now, and i have never gained any motivation to finish any of my stories.
          	
          	it's not even because i have no ideas, i really do. ideas from tumblr and a bit from other writing websites are endless. but what makes the problem here is the loss of interest i have been obtaining in the last few months about having taylor as my idol.
          	
          	taylor really is a beautiful, loving woman and as someone who has been a fan for around 8 years, she has always been a big part of my life. but after all this hiatus, this drama, the IDWLF release (aka music i never thought'll come from her) i feel like all that magical feel i get whilst listening to her is slowly fading away. that girl that i fell in love with during my lovestruck era is now changing into someone new — better perhaps, to some people, but she is now unrecognizable to me.
          	
          	i'll still be supporting her, probably not all the decisions she makes, but perhaps if she's in need, i'll always be by her side. i won't, however, continue any of my fanfics nor keep this account alive as i do not know what to do with them now.
          	
          	so thank you everyone for supporting me and my shitty fanfictions, for getting wonderstruck to 10.000 reads (the most reads for a hiddleswift fic by 2016, i am shook T.T) and for keeping up with me this whole year. 
          	
          	i'll be active in my other account, @hackyeon, so you could message me there c:
          	
          	with love,
          	
          	sia (2017.03.07)

ecclesia-

so i'm leaving.
          
          not a surprise to be honest, because i haven't been on for around 2 months now, and i have never gained any motivation to finish any of my stories.
          
          it's not even because i have no ideas, i really do. ideas from tumblr and a bit from other writing websites are endless. but what makes the problem here is the loss of interest i have been obtaining in the last few months about having taylor as my idol.
          
          taylor really is a beautiful, loving woman and as someone who has been a fan for around 8 years, she has always been a big part of my life. but after all this hiatus, this drama, the IDWLF release (aka music i never thought'll come from her) i feel like all that magical feel i get whilst listening to her is slowly fading away. that girl that i fell in love with during my lovestruck era is now changing into someone new — better perhaps, to some people, but she is now unrecognizable to me.
          
          i'll still be supporting her, probably not all the decisions she makes, but perhaps if she's in need, i'll always be by her side. i won't, however, continue any of my fanfics nor keep this account alive as i do not know what to do with them now.
          
          so thank you everyone for supporting me and my shitty fanfictions, for getting wonderstruck to 10.000 reads (the most reads for a hiddleswift fic by 2016, i am shook T.T) and for keeping up with me this whole year. 
          
          i'll be active in my other account, @hackyeon, so you could message me there c:
          
          with love,
          
          sia (2017.03.07)

ecclesia-

And yet again, I made a new Hiddleswift Fanfiction. (It's getting out of hand really, I'm so sorry)
          
          It's called 'Speak Now' and trust me, the title really represents the story. Hope you like it and don't forget to vote + comment! 
          
          - sia