:D :D  evett ben ece 15 yaşındayım psikopatın tekiyim ama çok da tatlıyım <3  beni seveni de severim (It is funny how we all start as innocent.
We know not of the world, yet we're curious
enough to venture into it. Maybe at the time
we know not what we're about to face, but
after some time we learn enough. We learn
and we wish we had stayed inside, in our 
comfort zone. A distant place, where we can
be encased in a world of fantasy and hopes
which unfortunately will lead to lies. But as
you think of it, lying to yourself might feel a
lot better than having to live in a miserable
world. It certaintly seems better than having
to hurt everyday, and than to end up crying
at 3 A.M. because your loved one left. It all
seems a lot better than having to stand the 
feeling of not having someone around who
understands you, who truly supports you &
who loves you for who and what you are...
Maybe if you could turn back time to shape
the past, you would go scan your memories
and find those which most pain you. You'd 
try to do it all over again. You'd try to keep 
him around, for he is all you've ever known,
for he's all you've ever loved. And you won't
care if he hurt you, if he aimed a dagger at
your heart. You'd try to keep your sister from
leaving that day, or if you can't stop her, you
will tell her you love her and say goodbye...
For you know the crash will happen and you 
won't get to see her tonight. You'd change it
all for you hope of a better future, but it does
not matter what you change. It was never as
important as you thought, because life will
bring new challenges and you can not keep
running away from them. You'll have to stay,
and stand against your demons. Maybe, at
first it won't be easy. You'll fall, and you will
fail. But that is how you will learn, to protect
yourself against everything that will come to
you. And one day, you won't falter and you 
won't fall to the obstacles life brings. On that
day you will rejoice. And you will be content
that you neve)