ectopiic

honestly these past few months have been awful...bc of the issues i have i believe that no one cares and blah blah blah but im really trying to keep people around but how? if they dont seem to show any effort? idk im stuck between trying to keep Janay alive and just letting her fade away and let whatever shell of myself take over and get over with my life...ive already stopped using social media bc i've realized how am i supposed to fix myself if im too busy looking at other lives and to top it all off anyone i've gone to to help me has either laughed it off or couldn't even comprehend what i was saying...
          	
          	i really dont want to give up but idk what there is to give up on anymore..

ectopiic

@pheonicorn thank you ❤️ im still trekking along i know all this has to amount to something 
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essenceofblood

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essenceofblood

@ectopiic Awwww plz don't give up hope.  Keep chasing your dreams, even if you're not so good right now, you're gonna get better.  Keep pushing through and at the end, it's all gonna be worth it. :) Stay strong bby
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ectopiic

honestly these past few months have been awful...bc of the issues i have i believe that no one cares and blah blah blah but im really trying to keep people around but how? if they dont seem to show any effort? idk im stuck between trying to keep Janay alive and just letting her fade away and let whatever shell of myself take over and get over with my life...ive already stopped using social media bc i've realized how am i supposed to fix myself if im too busy looking at other lives and to top it all off anyone i've gone to to help me has either laughed it off or couldn't even comprehend what i was saying...
          
          i really dont want to give up but idk what there is to give up on anymore..

ectopiic

@pheonicorn thank you ❤️ im still trekking along i know all this has to amount to something 
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essenceofblood

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essenceofblood

@ectopiic Awwww plz don't give up hope.  Keep chasing your dreams, even if you're not so good right now, you're gonna get better.  Keep pushing through and at the end, it's all gonna be worth it. :) Stay strong bby
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