eddiesbifocals

I broke up with my boyfriend of 3 months because he started talking to a lot of other girls and stopped talking to me almost completely. I broke up with hin because I figured if he wasn't my boyfriend anymore I couldn't be jealous. Problem solved right? Wrong. We were great until this girl ( whose been obsessed with him since elementary school) moves to our school and starts flirting with knowing we were dating. And he kinda flirted back. I started to like him again and we always make random eye contact but he acts like nothing ever happened with us. Like he didn't say he loved me with all his heart, like we didn't do all this cute shit together. So I started liking this guy and we flirt and stuff but if I see this guy (we'll call him joe) with other girls it doesn't bother me and I can't picture us ever like actually dating. But with my ex (we'll call him Jeff) if I see HIM with other girls I actually care and I try not to look at it so it doesn't hurt. And I actually see us dating again and being a couple and doing couple shit together. Idk why I'm like this. I just needed to tell someone because my best friend liked him before we started dating and when we were just talking everyday and I feel like if I told her she would judge me and get mad I guess? Idk. If you actually read this far thank you. I'm glad someone listened. 

If I rant would anyone listen/read?