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Yes I break down and cry I have mental breakdowns I have anxiety attack about little this I think what everyone's life would be without me and I know it would be better than it is now cause they wouldn't have so much drama in their life no worries everything would be so much easier without them some days I just want to stay in my room with food play Xbox and be a depressed teenager with my friends they don't judge me because they know what I'm going through they understand and even though their not there with me I feel their hugs and them trying to make me feel better
Why is it that when you first lose someone you absolutely hate them but after a week or too you just break down and cry because you know they don't wanna hear what you have to say to them