@eddsworld_inator I'm so sorry, you should take your time to calm down and please don't hurt yourself. I know it's hard just listening to some rando on the internet but trust me, it doesn't do you any good. I know from experience and I still do it to this day, I don't know why I do it anymore tbh all I know is that it's now addicting to me, I just wanna make sure your doing okay and take time on yourself and relax... If you wanna talk to someone but feel like you don't have anyone to talk to you can talk to me! Trust me. If anyone knows what your going through the best. I would most likely be me. It's alright if you don't feel comfortable with that I totally understand, but I'm just letting you know you can talk to me anytime