myn edina

six weeks of breathing clean air, i still miss the smoke,
          were u making fun of me with some esoteric jokes?
          

gila tak cukup tanah berjalan semester ni sampai takde satu pun update kat sini ?! harini dah last paper exam tinggal nak packing barang dah hahahahahahah habis sudaaa sophomore year hm :")

little did they know, im choosing to be in a crowded house bcs i dont want to be alone with my depressive episodes anymore

at some days im questioning myself if im doing this just bcs im afraid i was in need to prescribe meds by doctor or even need to arrange appointments with em, or diagnosed by them. bcs some times, i cant analize if im doing really okay or im just pretending ?

happy birthday hehe

tadi buat dass
          results : 
          depression 11 
          anxiety 10 
          stress 10
          
          pihak prw asked me to leave my phone number
          and she (the pic) said, she can see it from my face
          haha

2024 wasnt that great, 
          but im enjoying the process.
          those love moments
          and also those fallen times
          as i said  just get thru it
          and see how you heal later.
          may the coming soon,
          become more surprise 
          with happiness,
          and may this person,
          madina,
          always in blessings
          love you, 
          thankyou for staying here,
          thankyou for all the fights,
          thank you madina ♡
          

december entry lol

hi wp?
          its just me and the depressed me again
          hehe

just some random day to be depressed.
          again.