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I just logged into this account after what felt like forever. What type of shit was I on? Help? I like to think I changed but being on here again just releases the same emotions I had during this phase.
          
          I'm now 17, I guess? My birthday was on the 9th of July. I don't remember anybody at all, so hello? I'm going to announce this to my followers because I don't even know if people care, and if they do, nice to see you again, I guess?

psst

When your account publishes something that you didn't mean to publish do your e all panickcing wondering if anyone saw it hi I'm deleting my account to j love you guys 

Thinking about attempting suicide September 1st idk 

Fuck my life. 

I need to shut up and stop bothering everybody. 

I want to relapse again. I want to be sicker, I'm never enough I'm never enough I hate it I hate it I hate it I'm never enough I'm not sick enough I'm not sick enough I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I love you please don't leave me I love you I love you  I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you. 

I know this sounds stupid but can some of y'all please tell me positive stuff so I'll get closer to not attempting suicide? I really need it right now. 

Man Sometimes I just wish I were Heather. I wish I was good enough. 

I can't fucking do this.