Going through a break up hurts. I remember a month ago I felt so loved and enough, and now everything just hurts. As a Christian i know God had plans but I don't have patience and my heart is hurting. Now I can't have a single night where I'm not crying myself to sleep. Only he knew how to comfort me and speak to me, but now I have no one and I'm just hurting. Now I'm back to bottling up my emotion and it hurts. He left me but I still love him and i don't want to. I don't ever wanna go through this pain again. I'll try my best to not love someone.