effexorcist

this place still exists???????

effexorcist

@effexorcist wdym i have to file taxes now???????? mentally I am still 16 back off tax collectors :(
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also to think i was 9 when I started my first draft (not in the journal) is insane to me. like wdym it's been 10 years time can't be real
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also reading through my unpublished journal and even tho nobody gna see this THANK YOU to everyone in the comments who actually like. wanted me to get better and talk about things and didn't write me off as annoying for being open about it. in hindsight the internet is not the place to be talking about that kinda stuff but yall stuck through it and I'm forever grateful. 
          	  
          	  you never know you're at rock bottom until you start to see the sun again, and then you look down at the mental void you were stuck in and realize how far you've actually come without even noticing.
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effexorcist

this place still exists???????

effexorcist

@effexorcist wdym i have to file taxes now???????? mentally I am still 16 back off tax collectors :(
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effexorcist

also to think i was 9 when I started my first draft (not in the journal) is insane to me. like wdym it's been 10 years time can't be real
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effexorcist

also reading through my unpublished journal and even tho nobody gna see this THANK YOU to everyone in the comments who actually like. wanted me to get better and talk about things and didn't write me off as annoying for being open about it. in hindsight the internet is not the place to be talking about that kinda stuff but yall stuck through it and I'm forever grateful. 
            
            you never know you're at rock bottom until you start to see the sun again, and then you look down at the mental void you were stuck in and realize how far you've actually come without even noticing.
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posting here bc im sure nobody sees anymore but if anyone is
          
          heyy ;)
          
          FIRST DAY ON ANTIDEPRESSANTS WOOO FUCK MY ANXIETY IS ACTUALLY CONTROLLABLE NOW !!! :DDD

effexorcist

@effexorcist now the smoking is the reason you have any friends so be grateful diva, round of applause for zaza <3
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still a borderline alcie and defo became a sroner but its better than s/h imo so i'm gnna keep it up fuck it
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@effex0rcist and also idk if i was open abt my ed in my rant books (tbh i probably was because i dont shut the fuck up about anything lol) but im finally not dealing with that anymore only wasted like three fucking years of my life but honestly eds can last a lot longer so im grateful it was just that
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hey so like its march 26 which means my (amazing) boyfriend and i will have been together for 2 months  and ive been off and on crying for like an hour like nothings wrong i just love him so much its overwhelming and like im sappy and shit so like if anyones down to listen to me rant about the extent of which i LOVE and RESPECT this cute and incredible boy hmu because like im really really in love like wow what the fuck hes so precious???? how is he even real??????

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I'm down to hear this rant
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