Mekii

>:)

Fuck logic I wanna write MomoKido fic based off the MomoJiro ideas I had

So I'm done. Maybe I'll do something with my life when school starts again but for now, I quit.
          I'm not making stories.
          I get ideas but I can't portray them, or it just looks so bad that I give up.
          So I'm done.
          Please do not comment on anything I post and bye!!!~

Updated list of anime I've gotten into:
          -Fruits Basket
          -K-On
          -My Hero Academia
          -Haikyu
          -Tokyo ESP
          -Toilet Bound Hanako-Kun
          -Demon Slayer
          -Blue Exorcist
          -The Promised Neverland
          -My Teen Romance Comedy SNAFU
          -Toradora
          -Hunter x Hunter
          -Erased
          -Assassination Classroom
          -Words Bubble up like Soda Pop
          -Angels of Death
          -Trickster
          -Sk8 the Infinity
          -Koroko's Basketball
          -Hyouka
          -Horimiya
          -Noragami
          -Charlotte
          -A Silent Voice
          -Belle
          -Beyond the Boundary
          I probably won't make fanfics about a lot of these buttttt

Friendly reminder even if it makes you happy that someone is reading your fic, make sure you still prioritize mental health. That's more important than a fanfic that someone else could probably make or you could fix up later when you're in a better state.
          
          This is coming from someone who tries to follow that bc 99 percent of the fanfiction I write was for me and my friend, not something I'm getting payed to do or anything, so it doesn't matter if I finish it. I honestly don't know how many fanfics I'll actually finish since I have like 20 WIP and most of the stories are only on ch 1 or 2 or I kinda gave up on them- (blame the MomoJiro conversation-)
          But anyway, if you want to do it, you can. Just don't push yourself too hard-

Fuck the bkdk fics :)
          I don't wanna write them anymore

Ok but the fact that I made a character back in elementary school that was ment to relate to me a lot while also being like August from Wonder-

Y'know honestly fucking retarded that SHE didnt want me being friends with my only other friend (haaa weird kid energy-) while she's over here friends with whoever the fuck she wants.
          
          Yeah I'm not a fan of hearing my friends talk about their other friends but I don't go saying many times how I keep fucking worrying that they'll leave me (I do however have extreme worry about that).
          
          And I'm so fucking glad I never actually left my irl best friend (bc DID I MENTION she was also someone I met online and doesn't even know me irl). She kept driving me to do something like that but one day when she talks about being worried that I'll leave her for my irl bf I lied saying I stopped being friends just so she wouldn't fucking worry.
          
          Eventually she did find out one day (I was gonna tell her I lied at some point but didnt get to it before she found out the hard way) and damn I was a fucking wreak the entire day (even going as far as yelling across the classroom bc a bitch said my singing sucked).
          
          And also-
          If I did leave my best friend. I would of tried way harder to kill myself back in 8th grade.

Last thing I need is to be compared to Endeavor. That's just a bit too far, y'know
          Even if it isn't wrong, best not let me believe that-

Just casually listening to Are You Satisfied? By MARINA on repeat bc I prefer Amazon Music on my Echo but my Kindle is too buggy to create a playlist.
          But that's not the point.
          I'm tryna just use it for a Deku animation or GMV (bc Ch 300+ stuff hit different) and I like the song then there's 'high achiever, don't you see' and the rest of the 3 or 4 more lines playing in my head constant basis and more so whenever mom brings up school.
          
          Now I'm being reminded of when I still listened to Boyinaband, ESPECIALLY The Spectrum (someone should of reminded me a year ago to pay more attention to the lyrics-) and Don't Stay in School.
          
          But that enough of this rant ^^'