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im honestly so platonically in love with you. never leave, okay? because you're the most important thing and your hair looks so soft and my chest aches when i watched videos of you smiling and you laugh like your chest is caving in and it makes me so damn happy to know that you exist. and not only that, but to know that you exist and you're still so amazing?? life tears a lot of people up and makes them sharp and rough and difficult to get through and you could be the worst person to ever exist, because all the bullshit you deal would could have made you something cold and heavy, but you're not?? you're the best person i know, and im so thankful, and unbelievably proud (this is sappy as hell for a message board, but i don't even give a fuck). because you could be such a d i c k but you're not you're not you're not?? what am i saying at this point, anyways, you have every reason in the world to give the fuck up and leave or scream at everybody like you've forgotten how to speak or push everyone around and watch them get cut on your edges like you're a blender and they're trapped inside of you, or something, but you don't do that shit and im just really in love with you.