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Everything is gonna get postponed because I'm getting put back into public school
I have no good memories of going to a public school
I have to take care of my mom because she has health problems and I'm the only one that can because my brother is never home
I have no friends that go to that school, so I'll be an outcast
My mom said I'll make more but they all hate me even the fucking teachers I'm failing because they won't give me work
The school said I never came to them when I have a problem with other kids I was like because I had problems with them even since elementary school ( I'm in 8th grade btw) I had to tackle one of them because they won't stop
I am bullied for the dumbest reasons like: my height (I'm 4'12"), my eyes, my hair, my body type( I'm curvey like a 20 year old woman with a stomach that looks like I'm a month pregnant), the way I smell, liking anime, my voice, and the biggest reason of all... Being the quite kid
I hate the trend of saying the quite kid would shoot up the school if you say something worng, for starters I hate that school but I'm not dumb enough to do that.
And if I go back I'll face someone that made me fear my fucking life for a whole year. all my ex's, my ex friends.
I'll be a fucking outcast and I don't understand why I have to go because my grades? The time I spend on the chromebook? Idfk at this point