im trying

god im literally so unmotivated to write on here. my ex is still fucking haunting everything i do. i can't escape her. this fucking sucks. 

I apologize for my absence. It's taken a bit to want to write about idkhow. my life took a spiral downward and to hell when my girlfriend cheated on me. I suddenly didn't want to do anything. I pushed a few SVU fics out but idkhow remained untouched. It seemed to difficult to write anything, relating it too closely to my ex. But I'm going to try. For my sake and for your sake, the people who read my works. 

I would write about everything that's going on but I don't want to write my favorite ship going through what I am right now. No one deserves to be cheated on. 

you had your own awsten knight bonjour

don't you hate when all ur Twitter friends hate you

Hahahahaha I hate myself a lot and just uninstalled Twitter because I can't handle it. 

I dislike fics where the people in the relationship get back with their abusers 

finals season is here bb time to die

I'm tired of people incorrectly writing mental illnesses and making depression solely about suicide attempts and anxiety negatively and D.I.D about constant personality switches. fuck off and do research first before you write