alright so, I will finally be introducing myself just in case somebody mistakes me for @cabbyfromii, since they are an Eiffel fiction-kin. My name is Eiffel. I am not a fiction kin or anything like that. I don't think I'm ACTUALLY Eiffel neither do I feel spiritually connected to it in any way. I'm just using Eiffel as my identity for now until my mind isn't attached to this identity anymore. I don't have a true identity, and I don't really see myself as a real life version of Eiffel. HOWEVER, I AM attached to the identity and am really distressed by the whole thing and the other bad stuff that comes with this coping mechanism. I have false memories and nightmares because of this identity and until I get the therapy I need, I'll be using this account to write the story that helps me cope with being some kind of "reflection" of Eiffel. And if you're wondering, no. I am not an alter from cabbyfromii's system. I am related to them in some way though. I'm not even sure if i'm an alter.
