eilishhhbaby
im watching palo alto and nat wolff just said the n worddd bruh i know it was probably a script but why did he agree to it idk man
eilishhhbaby
eilishhhbaby
hi guys, it’s been a while. I unfortunately am still alive. so so many things have happened this month it’s insane. I also turned a year older a few days ago!! i got the your turn perfume and plane tickets to berlin so we can visit the billie wall. it’s in a few months so I guess I have something to live for! :P
eilishhhbaby
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ive never felt so unseen it feels like nobody gives a shit about me i will literally js end it
eilishhhbaby
@bilsbabyyyyyyy I’m replying so late, but thank you so much. to be honest I don’t know what to even say lol but I do really appreciate this. makes me smile and a bit more seen.
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i give a shit about you and, although that may not seem like much, i mean it. i am always here if you need someone to talk to, always. please take care of yourself to the best of your ability, i’m so incredibly proud of you.
eilishhhbaby
life is making me feel like i want to hire a hitman on myself but im broke gng
eilishhhbaby
@tobetalkingtoyou hi!! thank you so much for your sweet note. i’m currently not really a danger to myself anymore so i’ve been doing a little better. I really appreciate you <3
tobetalkingtoyou
@eilishhhbaby hi love, i read through some of your messages on here and i just wanted to say you are so, so strong. i may be a stranger, but gosh i am so proud of you. go easy on yourself today and stay safe! always here to talk if you need someone.
eilishhhbaby
i don’t understand how some parents can yell at their children when they find out they have hurt themselves because like thats your child and they felt so helpless that they felt the need to do that and you get mad. if i had a child and i found out they have been hurting themselves i would literally do anything for them and i would be so heartbroken. how can you even give birth knowing you will yell when you find out they’re hurting really bad.
eilishhhbaby
please someone tell me how to make time go by faster like genuinely
eilishhhbaby
also the “she can’t sing lunch today” brother what. she said she likes boys and girls shut up
eilishhhbaby
okay ppl need to stop being so negative. first i thought it was mostly just jokes but ppl are actually mad and i saw someone say they’re disappointed. gng what??? imagine ur billie and ur relationship gets out w paparazzi pics and then on top of that everyones hating snd already being mean to nat in his insta comments
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@eilishhhbaby yes fr like I was talking to someone and I was joking and she was genuinely pisses and I was like calm down bro
eilishhhbaby
tommy cash is so fine im not sorry
eilishhhbaby
can someone tell me if this has happened to anyone elseeee so like really often whrn i lay down i cant properly breathe. not enough air is coming into my lungs and it sucks when im trying to sleep. my mom is writing the doctor tmrw but i js wanna know if anyone else has experienced this
bilsbabyyyyyyy
i have this happen and i found out i stop breathing in my sleep and i sleep with like 6 pillows now so i can breathe haha