eilishpiratebaird9

guys this is so dramatic of me to even like talk about i feel but like clearly i havent written in months and i dont think my brain is capable of it anymore. im currently changing meds because #safetyplan once again yippie..anyways im alive but i just dont have the capacity to fill my cup with this anymore and i wish so badly that i did but i dont have passion in much anymore. lol sad. anyway i miss u guys. is there any billie stories that u guys would reccomend for me to read! lmk x

eilishpiratebaird9

guys this is so dramatic of me to even like talk about i feel but like clearly i havent written in months and i dont think my brain is capable of it anymore. im currently changing meds because #safetyplan once again yippie..anyways im alive but i just dont have the capacity to fill my cup with this anymore and i wish so badly that i did but i dont have passion in much anymore. lol sad. anyway i miss u guys. is there any billie stories that u guys would reccomend for me to read! lmk x

eilishpiratebaird9

please drop any requests you have cause im kinda stuck for ideas lately!

starscutiepie

@eilishpiratebaird9 maybe some story like Bonnie is hiding something from her mother like something her mother said no and then billie gets know what she has been hiding
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billieesmygfff11

maybe one with billie mum where bonnie is a child and she falls down the stairs and breaks her bones and she is in hospital screaming and crying with her mum then she gets home and she in pain
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eilishpiratebaird9

honestly i would lovveeeee to, but i have absolutely no spare time at all, so im tryingt o squeeze it in when i can, plus im so not inspired lately, so if you have any requests for that book i could totally write them when i have a spare moment!
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eilishpiratebaird9

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soooo they put me on meds....i guess its good cause i can start to get better but i feel SO OFF like literally having the weirdest side effects ever. and when it wears off at the end of the day like rn i feel more anxious then i ever have. but anyway, hopefully this shit will help me get better so i can start to put better stuff out again!

eilishpiratebaird9

im so sad. i hate the grammys and billie is so sad

2therooftop

real she deserves aoty the grammys are rigged
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starscutiepie

@eilishpiratebaird9 yeah she deserved even one of them:(
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chocolateChipz5

@eilishpiratebaird9 fr and she was top artist I feel so bad
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