Hey friends ❤️
Right off the bat, Im sorry that I dipped out of Wattpad so quickly without explaining myself. I usually try to keep you updated as much as I can because I’m genuinely so thankful that y’all give me the time of day and I feel a responsibility to not just ghost you. That being said, I really had to disengage.
Some of you who kept up with my stuff know that I’d lost two family members last year and had been trying to deal with it. I thought I’d been doing okay but it turned out I was just holding it all in so tight that I wasn’t acknowledging how it had changed me.
When I finally had to face the fact that I wasn’t as okay as I thought, the added pressure of writing/updating or even just keeping you all in the loop became too much.
I’m not making any promises right now because I don’t want to give myself a deadline I can’t meet, but I haven’t forgotten about GJ. In fact the story has started to creep into my daydreams again which is usually when the itch to write follows. So for anyone who’s still waiting to see what happens with Ryan and Landon, just know their story will get finished. In some ways this break has helped me clarify where I want to take them.
I’ve been taking baby steps so far. First I started peeking at my writing Insta again, then I redownloaded Wattpad. I’m slowly looking at messages and responding so if you sent me something I promise I’m reading them and your kindness is really helping. I’m responding to as many as I can until I start feeling overwhelmed. But I’ll get to each one and I really do love hearing from you.
❤️❤️❤️
-El
