silence is the music that nurtures my heavy heart, the drumming in my chest like  a clock ticking measuring the lifetimes i have spent away from the world. i am drunk,with my own tears. i have live many different lives, been a different being all those times, was called different names too but every lifetime my burden is the same and its you. i am crying not because someone  has hurt me i am crying because i wont have  someone to do that. love is not at all love, pain comes from love because one can only experience true pain when the hurt is inflicted by the ones you held dear to your heart