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So I joined this discord a a while ago with some people, and I really loved it. At first. They were all nice, and I actually enjoyed talking with them and things. Everything was great. For once in my life, I didn't feel like a burden or annoying . And then this other chick joined. And I've literally basically been ignored the entire time. Everyone fucking loves her. And I know I shouldn't, but I hate it.
And to add to that, there is this guy in it who I was kinda hitting it off with. Atleast I thought so. He was being a bit flirty and things, and even a few of the other people made comments of ' oh you'd two would be cute together ' . I was kinda iffy about this and shit at first cause just a few months ago, I had a two year long distance relationship end , and of course it would be long distance , so yeah I was iffy . But I actually started to open up, and he was great. I really started to like him.
And then this chick joined. And she starts hitting on him, and he does it back. Yeah, I know we weren't actually a thing. And I know I can't really be mad . But I'm fucking pissed. He calls her wifey, and she calls him hubby, and the two got like, you know, 'internet married' and stuff.
I don't know. I'm just so tired of everything, I really don't know how long I can keep this up ...