Eleanor Herondale

Heyy
          I'm back with a new story, Butterfly Kisses
          Sorry for not updating in so long, I hope you haven't forgotten me

TW: depression, suicidal thoughts 
          
          Hi loves!
          I haven't updated Queer Musketeers (or any book) in a long time
          The truth is, it's very hard for me to write right now. Fuck, it's even hard to be alive right now
          No one will actually read this, I know, but it feels good to think there are people who read my book and care about me and want me to update another chapter and I know I'm not disappointing anyone but, shit, maybe it would be better to disappoint someone than to have no one to disappoint
          I just want someone to notice how fucked up I am, someone to ask me if I'm okay and really mean it. Someone to hug me while I cry instead of crying alone in my bed every night. I can't read I can't write I can't draw I just feel
          Numb
          Empty
          Alone
          I just feel so fucking alone and no one cares about me or my problems...
          If I float face down on a river next week, will anyone care? Will someone try to save me, will they wonder how didn't they see it come, will they cry?
          Will you cry?

Double update babes!
          Chapters 4 and 5 are finally up!

Hi, how are you?

So
          Heh
          I decided to rewrite chapter 4 completely bc I had an idea
          So I sat down to write
          And wrote chapter 5 instead
          Sorryyyy
          I'll write chapter 4 asap, pls wait for it 
          But at least you'll have a double update when I finish chapter 4 

I lost next chapter.
          I knoooow, "how can you lose an online document?" Well I didn't name it 
          I'm gonna have to 1. Check ALL of my accounts and read ALL of my nameless documents 2. Rewrite it
          I know it's not fun BUT I promise to be more careful with my drafts from now on 
          Thank you for understanding!
          
          PS. Next chapter is from Louis' pov so stay tuned, I'm three chapters long yet and I already love everyone, even the ones you don't know, like Kevin
          I need you to meet Kevin soon *goes write chapter five*

Go read my book Queer Musketeers -chapter 2 is up!

You should probably follow @EmmaRoseHerondale24
          Just kinda noticed the name was similar

Thank you so much for following!