electraheartdies

Thank you for adding Velvet Chains to your reading list. It means the world to me and I hope you enjoy reading it! ❤️

I now know that loving yourself is a process and a never ending journey. I. Want. To. Love. You. Like. No. Boy. Could. Ever. You deserve better. You deserve to be happy and feel beautiful. Not because anyone told you so, because you told yourself so. Stay beautiful darling ❤️

You were 15. 
          Fucking 15.
          Oh so young. 
          You were 15, 
          Fucking 15
          but it was 14 
          when heartbreak begun.

Maybe he unknowingly broke your heart.

Maybe you wanted to hurt, to feel, to be of pain, because that was the only way of coping   of the love you never received. 

The truth is no one broke your heart. You broke your own heart.

You’re tired now. You can’t think anymore it seems. No one wants u. Your room is a ducking mess. Pills. Can kill you. But you’d never. You’re tired. I don’t want to tell them.

You think getting skinny and having a pretty face will make people want you. Try again.

Keep crying. You’ll just cry again for stupid shit. You still cry over that same fucking boy. Get over it. 

It’s funny that you contemplate suicide. You’re fucking selfish.