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i met the coolest fucking people through this dumb gaming app and im glad asf i met them. they helped me with callouts in the game, they realized i dont talk much and helped the best they cant, and theyre the best people i met ever last year. i love playing with them. especially one person i got close too in their group! 

this month is going by so painfully slow.... some dumb hurtful shit i did to myself was only yesterday n iT FELT LIKE A WEEK BY NOW! also fuck im getting too close with someone, i really shouldnt.. its bad.. hes a really really fucking chill dude and he listens and doesnt care like fuck i want him as a friend bUT IM SCARED TO SCARE HIM AWAY 

ya ever just almost cry out of pure relief? i did for once in my life 
          
          lIKE DANG MY HEART JUS STARTED PUMPIN N HAD SUM TEARS FORMING WHEN HE MESSAGED ME BACK— thank god he wasnt ghosting me

hAhAhA why my internet be out for so long 

Nice username. :P

@ZaFandom thank :^) i love it too

I swear I got up to 55 followers. It always goes down a few. 

;0 *le gasp* yey! Ｏ(≧▽≦)Ｏ hello there~ 

I'm in your bio! thank you! ≧◡≦