HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BEAUTIFUL GIRL XOXOXO
kay, els, i'm going to get all sappy on you and i need you to deal.
from the day that i met you my life changed, in all honesty, i cant remember a time where you weren't in my life. and you have no idea how grateful i am to have you. you're my sister and my family x no matter what happens i'm always going to love you and look after you. so long as i'm around no one will ever hurt you.
i love all of our conversations, especially the ones about kidnaping shawn mendes c; and creepy questions about pj's (omg do you remember that? haha). talking to you instantly brightens my day and there's no other person i would ever rather spend my time with.
you're genuinely such a beautiful girl and talented author. i'm so jealous of your good looks, and i envy your writing ability. you have so much power with your words and honestly your writing brings me to tears (luka kills me man, he's so fkn perfect and we totally need to get that machine that brings characters to life, remember that plan? cx).
but i'll tell you this. you're everything to me, you're my sister, my bestfriend, my penguin, my lighter or torch or whatever it was. i love you unconditionally and nothing can ever change that.
the issue with loving you is that when you're in pain, i am to. i absolutely hate seeing you upset, and after the stuff last year it killed me to see you like that. i want nothing more than for you to be happy and i will do everything in my power to allow that to happen.
without you i have no idea where i would be, but i know i wouldn't be nearly as happy as i am with you.
so happy birthday!!!!!! i hope you have a wonderful day x
i love you so much ellie.
forever & always,
kat.