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don't you notice how
          i get quiet when there's no one else around
          me and you and awkward silence
          don't you dare look at me that way
          i don't need reminders of how you don't feel the same
          oh, the burning pain
          listening to your harp on 'bout some new soulmate
          "she's so perfect" blah, blah, blah
          oh, how i wish, you'll wake up one day
          run to me, confess your love, at least just let me say:
          "that when i talk to you oh, cupid walks right through and shoots an arrow through my heart"
          and i sound like a loon
          but, don't you feel it too?
          confess, i loved you from the start
          
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          what's a girl to do
          lying on my bed, staring into the blue
          unrequited, terrifying
          love is driving me a bit insane
          have to get this off my chest i'm tellin' you today
          "that when i talk to you oh, cupid walks right through and shoots an arrow through my heart"
          and i sound like a loon
          but don't you feel it too?
          confess, i loved you from the start
          confess, i loved you
          just thinking of you...
          i know, i've loved you from the start...

loving him was red

umutsuz oldugu bir anda sevmek, ister her insan
          birazcik sansliysan neden olmasin
          kendinden emin degilsen, sevme
          bensiz mutluysan
          hep oyle kal

ben unutmam soylediklerinizi hepsini kelimesi kelimesine hatirliyorum

bana o cumleleri kurduktan sonra hicbir sey olmamis gibi devam edemezsin

why are you crying, lain?
          because you deleted yourself from everyone's memory?
          but lain, isn't that what you wanted, all along?

you lied to me
          you poisoned me
          you told me you love me!

fizik girdi mi arkadaslae

i love you i'm sorry

i would take a bullet for you just to prove my love, only to find out you are the one holding the gun