elio_is_lost

❗️UPDATE❗️
          	I want to inform you that I changed the cover to my book “fearless”. The story is still the same but the cover has changed!

elio_is_lost

Oh god, more than a year since I posted that last announcement… very much has changed in my life, I’ve been to several psych wards multiple times, I attempted a few times and a few other bad things that happened in relation to mental health. But: since then, also a lot of good things happened. I got to know my boyfriend in the psych ward and we’re together for abt 5 months now. He means so much to me and I’m really really thankful he’s in my life. I also got a new horse, trained it all by myself and having a lot of fun now. I’ve changed schools and searching for the right place to finish school right now. One of my Guinea pigs died in February last year and another one had and still sometimes has a really hard time with physical health. I came out as pansexual and transgender ftm, which I’m very proud of. I’m still not fully back to life but I’m fighting hard and I will not stop until I make it! Feel free to ask questions if you have any :)
          
          Jus’ a little update abt my current situation, if you’re interested <3

elio_is_lost

Sometimes I just wish I could die... when it's too much, when life doesn't make sense, when I think about the future and I can't see anything good or something that's worth it living for...
          When I just wish it's all over, when I wish I could leave this damn place called earth, which is not enough, which I am just tired from, 'cause it's so difficult to live in here. But... there is still a flicker of hope, like Niall taught me. And when I treat people with kindness, like Harry taught me, they will treat me the same way and they will make my life a little bit better. When I live my dream and I never give up, like Liam told me, I can reach the End of the way that I want to go. When I come into a room and I see other people doing something, it makes my day when I can say "vas' happenin?" like Zayn always did. And if nothing of these things ever happen, and I'm thinking, I'm never gonna be happy again, I just remeber to do it the tommo way, and my life is okay again...
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Sorry für das, ich sitze im dunklen Hausflur und denke nach. That's the moment when life hits hard...

elio_is_lost

Ach ja, Leute, mir ist grad eingefallen, fass heute ausser NIALL HORAN❤❤❤ auch noch:
          
          THOMAS MÜLLER❤❤❤
          
          Geburtstag hat! Alles gute dem Fussballgenie und seiner Familie, sowie seinen Pferden
          
          Heute ist, ausser das ich Klavier habe(das ist nicht so toll), darum ein toller Tag, weil ich weiss, dass zwei sehr tolle Leute Geburtstag haben, und darum höchstwahrscheinlich glücklich sind.
          
          Ja, das wars.

elio_is_lost

Heyyy!
          Ich weiss, jetzt kommt wieder ne dumme Frage aber:
          Gibts auf Yt irgend eine Replaytaste die man drücken kann, sodass es von selbst immer wieder startet? Weil morgen ist Stream Tag bei der @1DWeek2021 und ich darf nicht den ganzen Tag am Handy sein...
          Ja, das wars.
          Byee, gute Nacht oder guten Tag, keine Ahnung wie spät es grade ist.

elio_is_lost

@Silvia_Snape28 ok danke, ich guck mal...
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TrulyMadlyKathy

Wowwwww someone who speaks German is here yayyy finally ok erstmal props an Schweiz gegen Frankreich nIcE! Es is jetzt nix super besonderes und von dt oder so zu treffen aber trotzdem hab dich immerhin auf shreya said Profil gefunden haha... ok whatever HIIII!!!

elio_is_lost

@TrulyMadlyKathy ja, ich finds auch voll Schade für Deutschland. Sie tun mir so leid!
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elio_is_lost

https://www.wearepoweruk.com/fandomfriday-june28.html
          
          Bitte, Leute, votet für Louis und Niall!!! BTS darf nicht gewinnen! (Sorry an alle BTS-Fans)
          
          Ja, das wars, ist aber wichtg!!!
          
          Ach ja, es war, als ich das letzt Mal reingeschaut habe 1:0 für die Schweiz gegen Frankreich! Das freut mich als Schweizerin natürlich!!!
          
          Bye, gute Nacht oder was auch immer!
          Voten nicht vergessen, Leute!
          
          LUNA❤❤❤