elisa

a boy will never understand the feeling of sitting and just listen to jeff buckley in underwear while thinking bout feminism and misogyny 

life is shit but you can still smoke cigarettes in underwear while listening to jeff buckley

i crossed the line 

the fact that I m unable to ask for help 

what it feels like to know that my father was so absent and my mother so emotionally handicapped in addition to the mistreatment that I don't know how to express my emotions and I just keep everything till I have a panic attack 

the last one i smoke was now tho 

I literally smoked three cigarettes and some vape bro i feel so high rn and my room smells cig asf tmrw my school are gonna kill me but i needed that shit 

hey,
          that’s the first time i make a huge note about myself so sorry if my english is bad or something 
          anyways i just had a panic attack one hour ago and nearly died, literally the firefighters were here 
          like wtf
          I feel so ill rn 
          “ you’re just jealous Lisa, because i got better.
          because i was released. because i have a chance..
                                                                                           ..and a life ”

girls want swords not flowers 

Luther pour les soirs d’hivers et les matins quand il fait encore nuit >>>