elisa

but damn i m scared asf

i love my bf so damn much 

« l’amour a des dents et sa morsure ne guérissent jamais »
          
          Stephen King 
          

a boy will never understand the feeling of sitting and just listen to jeff buckley in underwear while thinking bout feminism and misogyny 

life is shit but you can still smoke cigarettes in underwear while listening to jeff buckley

i crossed the line 

the fact that I m unable to ask for help 

what it feels like to know that my father was so absent and my mother so emotionally handicapped in addition to the mistreatment that I don't know how to express my emotions and I just keep everything till I have a panic attack 

the last one i smoke was now tho 

I literally smoked three cigarettes and some vape bro i feel so high rn and my room smells cig asf tmrw my school are gonna kill me but i needed that shit