elisethebookworm

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elisethebookworm

hey everyone! as much as i want to make a joke i don’t think it will make up for everything i need to say after 2 years. to say this post has been a long time coming is an understatement. i started this account almost 5 years ago now with no clue where my life was headed or what i was doing. that was right before my first depressive episode as a result of my dad almost dying. i don’t remember much about starting this account or about that year at all. i know most people who followed me then don’t anymore because of my very inconsistent posting to my stories. right in the middle of 2020 i switched schools and went into another depressive episode. this account has been with me through therapy, a breakup, and many breakdowns. it has given me an outlet for what my life is and people’s reaction to how i live my life. i’m sorry i have not been active lately (the past 2 years) but i was putting my mental health first and that is not something i will say i am sorry for. what i am sorry for is practically abandoning this account and opening it back up to so many dms of people asking me how i got better. because i didn’t. and i know now that i probably will struggle with my problems most of my life but that is something i have learned to live with. i have grown so much in my time away from here and allowed myself to push myself harder in every aspect of my life because i wasn’t putting that part of myself here. i don’t know if i’ll update or not but i’m trying to respond to all the dms and everything

GraciDaNeko

@elisethebookworm dont feel pressured to do anything, mental health always comes first! im not really on here anymore but its nice to hear from you after a while on here :)
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elisethebookworm

My dad took off my screen time limit on google chrome until school starts back up for me in september so imma try to write an update tonight

elisethebookworm

I cannot do ut tn my parents are being just a little distracting if you catch my drift. (their room is on the other side of the house too) so ill update in the morning. love you guys. night.
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elisethebookworm

and i left my blue light glasses at a friends house.
            
            
            this is gonna be fun
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