*•.¸♡ Eli

So, two days ago, my older brother passed away in his sleep after struggling with cancer. I'm not doing so well in that regard, so with all of the stories that I'm writing, they are all on hiatus until I heal enough to do anything else but cry. Thank you for your understanding.
          
          - Eli

So, I can't write stories on my phone anymore?! The fuck is this bullshit?

Do you ever just re-read your own story and wonder why you started it in the first place? I've done so with all of my stories and contemplated deleting a few or rewriting chapter by chapter. Which the second option sounds good to me, honestly.

"Pain is inevitable, suffering is optional."

Thanks for the follow! I hope you'll enjoy my work ^^

I just had to share this really quick because I wanted to get it off my chest. With that said, if you have no idea whom I am talking about, disregard this post.
          What I love about Yoongi is that he's not afraid to lay his feelings out on a platter for ARMY to see via his music. His lyrics move me more than any other idols out there and I can understand what he's gone through to a certain degree. I might've never been in a car accident but goodness, the mental health issue.. shockingly similar to my struggles. He's someone I look up to with admiration and I'm proud to call myself a fan of not only him but also the entire group as a whole. BTS has been my number one group to make me want to see another day, wake up, and just live my life to the fullest as I can. I'm a homebody, yes, but am I happy? Surprisingly, yes, I am happy. Even though I struggle with my own mental illness, I still want to live my life. To meet Yoongi one day to thank him for helping me when I needed the strength, to know that I'm not alone when it comes to certain issues. Which is weird, mind you, because I am the same age as him. The amount of respect and admiration I have for him is immeasurable.
          I'm sure other ARMY has this in mind, too, but BTS's message in regard to loving yourself and speak yourself.. that's how I've been living my life since 2018, the year I got into BTS.
          https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IX1dkYoLHVs

Dude, I'm seriously getting followed by accounts that puts links to explicit information. I'm not interested nor am I going to let this pass. Anyone who follows me who has anything in their about section in regards to what I mentioned will be reported.

I have an unhealthy obsession with YuMark. Iykyk. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2TlxZoHnm0g

Unhealthy obsessions right now:
          Rewatching The Untamed
          YuMark
          1VERSE (pre-debut kpop group)
          Rewatching certain dramas; Happy of the End, The Eighth Sense, Jun & Jun, The Untamed. (I highly recommend if you like BLs)
          
          Please help. It's scary how good they all are.

So, before the start of 2025, let's go down the road of why I've stopped writing all of my stories and posted one shots mostly: 
          I've found myself in a slump with ideas for all of the other fanfics and original stories, so writing things that'll make me happy will hopefully push out ideas for more chapters to said fanfics.
          Hopefully with the new year, we'll see some improvement with my writing and longer chapters. With that said, Happy New Years Eve Eve, everyone!
          Hopefully you've gotten all of the things you wished for whatever holiday you celebrated this year in the gift department and all that was good to you.
          Don't take my word for it but let's hope for the best 2025 when it comes to KPOP, Asian dramas, anime, and whatever else we love. Write to your heart's content and read whatever makes you happy. 
          Thank you so much for reading all of my stories thus far, I'd be nothing without you all. ♥
          - Eli.