ella1eilish
my girlfriend is sleeping at my house for the first time on monday night and i’m very nervous
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MY DAD JSUT TOLD ME WERE OFF TO LONDON FOR THE POP UP TOMORROW YIPEEEE
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i’m so sad. one of my friends has gone to see billie tonight and she got barricade. she had a spar ticket and she was gonna take me but then last minute decided to take someone else. i could’ve had barricade to see billie. i’m so saddd
ella1eilish
i start a new school in less than 2 weeks, don’t think i’ve ever been more anxious and scared for anything in my whole life.
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actually i do know kne girl but she’s not a nice person at all so i haven’t spoken to her since u was in yr seven and she left my previous school but i just know she’s gonna force me to be her friend which ig is better than nothing but yh. i don’t wanna get involved with the wrong peopel and ruin stuff for myself yk.
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@eilishlover44 thabk you lovely, you’re too sweet. it’s just the sense of not knowing ig. like even the small things, i don’t know where to go when i first get there or where anything is or anyone there and i have quite bad social anxiety so if it’s just a lot to stress about :(
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i’m very touch deprived i jsut wnat a hug ♂️
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i want a nick nelson in my life rn. he looks like he gives the best hugs everrr. i wang a hugg
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my heartstopper obsession is getting worse everyday.
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ur so pretty by wasia project is officially the prettiest song ever made. makes me sob every single time.
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okay so i’m no one reads these things but i jsut thought of smth and i’m mainly writing it here to remind myself.
When heartstopper season 3 comes out and if the scene where nick and charlie get into an argument and charlie relapses and stuff.
someone should make an edit of taht to tv, specifically the part where it says “i’ll try not to starve myself jsut because your mad at me”
TV is so heartstopper book 4 coded to me.
okay byeee