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my heart hurts. god i forget how shitty i am at processing grief. my heart hurts for moonbin’s family, friends and members. moon is now a star, and he will always be a star in our skies. he saved so many of us. but we couldn’t save him. nothing can hurt you now binnie. rest well angel. we love you and we will hold you in our hearts forever. you’ll always have a piece of our hearts.

i feel like actual shit right now, i think im in a flare? but it doesn’t feel like a full blown flare. i’m hoping i don’t go full flare tonight. hoping that’s a tomorrow night situation. bc a) tomorrow is my birthday. b) my post season show for showchoir is tomorrow. i need to go all out. it’s a need.

i’m in a flare. which sucks in general. but i also have guard tomorrow, thursday, friday (halftime show) and saturday (state finals + im called at 5:45am). plus showchoir on wednesday! i wanna cry :) AND i have a bio test tomorrow.

Hey quick question how did you make your profile?

y’all, my hips hurt so fucking bad rn. i just had guard rehearsals for 4 hours. i have a 2 hour rehearsal tomorrow and then another 4 hours on thursday. i might die ngl.

my legs hurt. gonna either fall asleep and not wake up till thursday. or not sleep at all and read…still deciding

guys i haven’t slept more than 4 hours in the last 3 days

i just read the saddest fucking book ever. oml im bawling. i might have covid so breathing said no.

chronic illness can kiss my ass. oml. pain is at an all time high atm…kinda wanna cry ab it :)

i am in fact alive! barely. but alive none the less!