@elliavaldez
guys i fucking hate my life... im auditioning for our school band, but then im so sick, like my throat fucking hurts, and like i want to be in vocal WTF help guys lol
TW: suicide
guys im so depressed lately... i need advice.... i keep on having suicidal thoughts like wtf my mind js keeps on saying... 'u r useless, people r better off without you'... guys pressure is pushing down on me ive never told people much about this and i hate bottling up my feelings but i know release them cus im rlly bouta give up.... my mental health is so low and like for lol i find it funny i wanna die mbmb im srry yall.... i js really fvcking dont know what to fvcking do. im useless and i dont deserve to live... feel depressed hat my words dont make sense and feels so depressed for lots of things i dont know what anymore... im feeling overwhelemed goiz im sorry for saying this i really am its js that i dont wanna keep it in anymore.... IM REALLY SORRY... i fvcking hat my life and i fvcking hate everyone who keeps pressuring me like pls fvck off (goiz im not talking bout u im talking bout others)... guys im crine rn pls help me out... if i dont respond that means i killed myself... sorry yall...
@Loliii_11 tysm... im glad u feel what u feel
@elliavaldez oh yeah trust me i get that dw, and no problem ofc i care, alr ig all i can do is tell u that u matter and i hope u get better!!i know it might not feel like it rn but it will
@Loliii_11 hi... yeah no i dont.. i cant rlly open much bout this topic to my mom but tysm for caring
Js saw ur bio but babes our friendship ain’t one sided :)
@pxetic-bxxk thx girly
