megs<3

 couldn’t stop crying all weekend bc of work to the point my eyes stung and i threw up, i had today off and now i gotta go back to work like im fine gosh someone get me a new job im doneeeee

ellie williams jurassic park au ellie williams jurassic world au 

i wanna marry her life is unfair cause i’m POOR and i want a big awesome enchanted forest/fantasy wedding

my girlfriend just posted us on her story with “loml” as the caption why is this making me ugly sob i love her

enid sinclair is so me

i hate how disappointed i am in the last of us hbo season 2 and it’s not even out yet like plsplspls i hope they prove me wrong cause i can’t have them have ruined my favourite game (bella is so FINEE im so excited but the slick back is killing me get that off my girl ellie rn)

i’m trying so hard to distract myself like so so hard it’s hurting so much, and whenever one of my other cats comes in meowing i forget for a second and think it’s him but it not and it can’t be. i miss him so much.

how do u flirt w girls cause i can’t keep saying “you’re so pretty” (it’s the most i can do without having a panic attack) my friend sent her a wonky face and i nearly died BC WHAT

haven’t stopped crying over ymir and historia in like 20 mins i hate them what the fuck.

crashing out bc i really like this girl but i’m scared to be vulnerable how does one get over this