megs<3

i asked what we were she said what do you want us to be i said girlfriends and she was like well i wanted to ask in person you’re gonna have to wait AHHHH SHUT UP

made out with a girl my life is complete (she did the knee thing.) AHH

i hate how disappointed i am in the last of us hbo season 2 and it’s not even out yet like plsplspls i hope they prove me wrong cause i can’t have them have ruined my favourite game (bella is so FINEE im so excited but the slick back is killing me get that off my girl ellie rn)

i’m trying so hard to distract myself like so so hard it’s hurting so much, and whenever one of my other cats comes in meowing i forget for a second and think it’s him but it not and it can’t be. i miss him so much.

how do u flirt w girls cause i can’t keep saying “you’re so pretty” (it’s the most i can do without having a panic attack) my friend sent her a wonky face and i nearly died BC WHAT

haven’t stopped crying over ymir and historia in like 20 mins i hate them what the fuck.

RAHHH SHES SO HXIENDKENSKN AHH  we went bowling yesterday(i won obviously)... we hugged when i got on the train and whenever i think about it i smile and giggle AHH

spoilers for arcane season 2 act 3 !!!!
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          RAHHHH CAIT AND VI FUCKEF I LOVE LESBIANS the way it was so loving too i love them so much

crashing out bc i really like this girl but i’m scared to be vulnerable how does one get over this 

i feel like i’m going insane